You're
gripping
my
hand
not
letting
go
of
it
Why
don't
you
leave
me
alone
Too
bleed
to
death
I'm
nothing
but
trouble
Can't
you
understand
that
My
decision
is
made
no-ones
controlling
it
The
fear
of
life
it's
fucking
worth
dying
Even
though
its
all
in
the
head
I
keep
on
wishing
i
was
just
dead
Pain
is
real
Misery
i
feel
Hate
made
me
I
can
not
break
free
This
is
my
life
in
vain
All
these
lives
I've
changed
Rising
above
my
loss
Leaving
the
things
I've
crossed
My
decision
is
made
you
can't
betray
me
It's
not
worth
living
with
things
I've
seen
I
know
you're
trying
to
keep
me
sane
But
the
only
thing
I'm
going
insane
Never
mind
what's
on
my
mind
I've
been
keeping
it
in
far
too
long
Even
though
my
life
is
a
waste
There's
lots
of
things
I'm
yet
to
taste