The
drugs
are
ruling.
controlling.
confusing
Don't
want
to
be
myself
anymore
Can't
escape
from
reality
I'll
make
my
own
decisions
Without
distorted
visions
Fighting
for
rebirth
In
torture
and
toment
driven
Last
time
I'm
not
forgiven
Imprisioned
I
blame
myself
I
am
feeling
what
it
has
been
doing
to
me
It
is
changing
ican
not
find
my
ecstasy
Addicted
I
suffer
lost
Broken
I
dry
retch
emotion
Addiction
it
feeds
on
us
(let
it
rule)
I'll
deceive
you
and
I
will
lead
you
Drag
you
down
and
force
to
feed
you
Money's
no
issue
just
what
I
do
An
industry
of
fake
illusion
Here's
the
reason
a
taste
of
freedom
An
open
mind
to
stained
delusion
I
know
it's
new
to
you
but
I
am
telling
you
You're
searching
for
a
different
life
You'll
make
your
own
decision
Through
distorted
visions
Fighting
for
rebirth
In
torture
and
toment
driven
Last
time
you're
not
forgiven
Imprisioned
you'lI
blame
yourself
Whats
the
meaning
of
what
I'm
needing
Cannot
escape
this
life
I'm
leading
I
reach
to
others
but
they
despise
me
I'm
pushed
aside
with
no
one
to
turn
to
Now
I'm
empty
I'm
done
with
dealing
I
live
alone
but
have
no
healing
Cut
arms
bleeding
it's
never
ending
A
pool
of
blood
I'm
descending
I'll
make
my
own
decisions
Without
distorted
visions
Fighting
for
rebirth
In
torture
and
toment
driven
Last
time
I'm
not
forgiven
Imprisioned
I
blame
myself