My
heart
goes
at
the
speed
of
light
But
the
exit
signs
always
on
my
mind,
always
in
my
sight.
I
can
say
that
I
really
want
to
stay,
But
the
devil
inside
always
wins
the
fight,
always
gets
his
way.
Jump
out
the
window
gotta
get
out
on
the
highway,
Think
things
have
getting
too
attached
I
need
an
escape.
I'm
seeing
stars
and
there
is
nothing
more
that
I
hate,
baby.
There
is
something
that
I
gotta
say.
It's
disgusting,
how
I
love
you.
God,
I
hate
me.
I
could
kill
you.
Cause
your
messing
up
my
name.
Gotta
walk
my
talk
my
fame,
but
I
just
want
to
touch
your
face.
It's
disgusting.
It's
disgusting,
how
you
changed
me.
From
a
bandit
to
a
baby.
Thinking
about
gotta
change
my
name,
If
I'm
gonna
walk
this
walk
of
shame.
Look
at
what
you
do
to
me.
It's
disgusting.
My
mind
blinks
like
a
traffic
light.
It's
green
and
red
and
stop
and
go.
Changing
all
the
time.
And
it
makes
me
scared,
that
I
haven't
loved.
That
it's
still
right
here,
more
or
or
or
less.
Stuck
out
in
traffic,
ya,
I
gotta
go
my
own
way.
My
head
is
slipping,
too
intense
I
need
an
escape
I'm
seeing
stars
and
there
is
nothing
more
than
I
hate,
baby.
There
is
something
that
I
gotta
say.
It's
disgusting,
how
I
love
you.
God,
I
hate
me.
I
could
kill
you.
Cause
your
messing
up
my
name.
Gotta
walk
my
talk
my
fame,
but
I
just
want
to
touch
your
face.
It's
disgusting.
It's
disgusting,
how
you
changed
me.
From
a
bandit
to
a
baby.
Thinking
about
gotta
change
my
name,
If
I'm
gonna
walk
this
walk
of
shame.
Look
at
what
you
do
to
me.
It's
disgusting.
Chapter
by
chapter,
I'm
falling
faster
and
faster,
Becoming
manic
and
magic
it's
so
romantic
I
panic,
oh.
Hit
the
eject
button
but
it
must
be
stuck,
somethings
up.
What
did
you
slip
into
my
drink?
Baby.
It's
disgusting,
how
I
love
you.
God,
I
hate
me.
I
could
kill
you.
Cause
your
messing
up
my
name.
Gotta
walk
my
talk
my
fame,
but
I
just
want
to
touch
your
face.
It's
disgusting.
It's
disgusting,
how
you
changed
me.
From
a
bandit
to
a
baby.
Thinking
about
gotta
change
my
name,
If
I'm
gonna
walk
this
walk
of
shame.
Look
at
what
you
do
to
me.
It's
disgusting.
Oh,
it's
disgusting
Oh,
it's
disgusting
Look
at
what
you
do
to
me.
Oh,
look
at
what
you
do
to
me.
It's
disgusting.
Disgusting.