Lately
I've
been
hard
to
reach
I've
been
too
long
on
my
own
Everybody
has
their
private
world
Where
they
can
be
alone
Are
you
calling
me?
Are
you
trying
to
get
through?
Are
you
reaching
out
for
me?
I'm
reaching
out
for
you
I'm
just
so
fucking
depressed
I
just
can't
seem
to
get
out
this
slump
If
I
could
just
get
over
this
hump
But
I
need
something
to
pull
me
out
this
dump
I
took
my
bruises,
took
my
lumps
Fell
down
and
I
got
right
back
up
But
I
need
that
spark
to
get
psyched
back
up
And
in
order
for
me
to
pick
the
mic
back
up
I
don't
know
how
or
why
or
when
I
ended
up
this
position
I'm
in
I'm
starting
to
feel
dissin'
again
So
I
decided
just
to
pick
this
pen
Up
and
try
to
make
an
attempt
to
vent
But
I
just
can't
admit
Or
come
to
grips
with
the
fact
that
I
may
be
done
with
rap
I
need
a
new
outlet
And
I
know
some
shit's
so
hard
to
swallow
But
I
can't
just
sit
back
and
wallow
In
my
own
sorrow
but
I
know
one
fact
I'll
be
one
tough
act
to
follow
One
tough
act
to
follow
I'll
be
one
tough
act
to
follow
Here
today,
gone
tomorrow
But
you'd
have
to
walk
a
thousand
miles
In
my
shoes,
just
to
see
What
it's
like,
to
be
me
I'll
be
you,
let's
trade
shoes
Just
to
see
what
it'd
be
like
To
feel
your
pain,
you
feel
mine
Go
inside
each
others'
minds
Just
to
see
what
we'd
find
Look
at
shit
through
each
others'
eyes
Don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked,
just
stay
true
to
you
So
don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked,
just
stay
true
to
you
I
think
I'm
starting
to
lose
my
sense
of
humor
Everything's
so
tense
and
gloom
I
almost
feel
like
I
gotta
check
The
temperature
of
the
room
Just
as
soon
as
I
walk
in,
it's
like
all
eyes
on
me
And
so
I
try
to
avoid
any
eye
contact
'Cause
if
I
do
that
then
it
opens
the
door
For
conversation,
like
I
want
that
I'm
not
looking
for
extra
attention
I
just
wanna
be
just
like
you
Blend
in
with
the
rest
of
the
room
Maybe
just
point
me
to
the
closest
restroom
I
don't
need
no
fucking
man
servant
Trying
to
follow
me
around
and
wipe
my
ass
Laugh
at
every
single
joke
I
crack
And
half
of
'em
ain't
even
funny
like
Ha!
Marshall
you're
so
funny
man
You
should
be
a
comedian,
god
damn!"
Unfortunately
I
am
I
just
hide
behind
the
tears
of
a
clown
So
why
don't
you
all
sit
down
Listen
to
the
tale
I'm
about
to
tell
Hell,
we
don't
gotta
trade
our
shoes
And
you
ain't
gotta
walk
no
thousand
miles
In
my
shoes,
just
to
see
What
it's
like,
to
be
me
I'll
be
you,
let's
trade
shoes
Just
to
see
what
it'd
be
like
To
feel
your
pain,
you
feel
mine
Go
inside
each
others
minds
Just
to
see
what
we'd
find
Look
at
shit
through
each
others
eyes
Don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked,
just
stay
true
to
you
So
don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked,
just
stay
true
to
you
Nobody
asked
for
life
to
deal
us
With
these
bullshit
hands
we're
dealt
We
gotta
take
these
cards
ourselves
And
flip
'em,
don't
expect
no
help
Now
I
could've
either
just
sat
on
my
ass
And
pissed
and
moaned
Or
take
this
situation
in
which
I'm
placed
in
And
get
up
and
get
my
own
I
was
never
the
type
of
kid
To
wait
by
the
door
and
pack
his
bags
I
sat
on
the
porch
and
hoped
and
prayed
For
a
dad
to
show
up
who
never
did
I
just
wanted
to
fit
in
Every
single
place,
every
school
I
went
I
dreamed
of
being
that
cool
kid
Even
if
it
meant
acting
stupid
And
Edna
always
told
me
Keep
making
that
face
and
it'll
get
stuck
like
that
Meanwhile
I'm
just
standing
there
Holding
my
tongue
tryna
talk
like
that
'Til
I
stuck
my
tongue
on
that
frozen
stop
sign
pole
At
8
years
old
I
learned
my
lesson
then
'Cause
I
wasn't
trying
to
impress
my
friends
no
more
But
I
already
told
you
my
whole
life
story
Not
just
based
on
my
description
'Cause
where
you
see
it,
from
where
you're
sittin
It's
probably
110%
different
I
guess
we
would
have
to
walk
a
mile
In
each
others
shoes
at
least
What
size
you
wear?
I
wear
10's
Let's
see
if
you
can
fit
your
feet
In
my
shoes,
just
to
see
What
it's
like,
to
be
me
I'll
be
you,
let's
trade
shoes
Just
to
see
what
it'd
be
like
To
feel
your
pain,
you
feel
mine
Go
inside
each
others
minds
Just
to
see
what
we'd
find
Look
at
shit
through
each
others
eyes
Don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked
just
stay
true
to
you
So
don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked
just
stay
true
to
you
So
don't
let
'em
say
you
ain't
beautiful
They
can
all
get
fucked
just
stay
true
to
you
So
Lately
I've
been
hard
to
reach
I've
been
too
long
on
my
own
Everybody
has
their
private
world
Where
they
can
be
alone
Are
you
calling
me?
Are
you
trying
to
get
through?
Are
you
reaching
out
for
me?
I'm
reaching
out
for
you
Yeah,
to
my
babies
Stay
strong,
daddy
will
be
home
soon
And
to
the
rest
of
the
world
God
gave
you
shoes
to
fit
you
So
put
'em
on
and
wear
'em
Be
yourself
man,
be
proud
of
who
you
are
Even
if
it
sounds
corny
Don't
ever
let
anyone
tell
you
you
ain't
beautiful