Sometimes
I
lie
awake
in
bed
Thinking
about
the
things
you
said
So
lost
for
words,
so
lost
to
tell
you
how
I
feel
So
terrified
of
changing
what
I
thought
was
real
It's
too
bad,
you're
gone
It's
too
bad,
you're
not
alone
And
I
know
that
you
couldn't
see
That
it's
too
bad
that
you're
gone
And
not
here
with
me
Standing
here,
trying
to
make
some
sense
of
this
There's
nothing
between
us
Still
I
can
feel
your
awkwardness
You're
so
lost
for
words
So
you
just
tell
me
I'm
your
friend
There
must
be
one
reason
Only
one
reason
in
the
end
It's
too
bad,
you're
gone
It's
too
bad,
you're
not
alone
And
I
know
that
you
couldn't
see
That
it's
too
bad
that
you're
gone
And
not
here
with
me
So
why
are
you
pulling
away
It
must
be
from
things
that
I
say
And
I'm
thinking
you're
thinking
of
him
So
why
do
I
even
care
at
all