Center
is
where
I
see
myself
In
the
beginning
I'm
sitting
in
the
middle
Of
a
crowded
room
Nobody
hears
me
Trying
to
reach
out
Just
trying
to
scream
out
I'm
so
pathetic
is
how
I
see
myself
I'm
just
a
joke
I'm
running
out
this
life
People
tell
me
not
to
waste
it
But
how
can
I
taste
it
When
I
never
lived
When
I
never
loved
When
I
never
lied
I'm
just
a
stain
I'm
trying
to
make
my
mark
On
a
spot
that's
been
dark
For
a
long
time
Been
a
long
time
since
a
panic
Broken
down
a
systematic
life
That
god
gave
to
me
So
try
to
save
my
faith
That's
going
out
the
window
That
I'm
looking
down
from
One
more
step
and
I'll
be
On
the
ground
from
a
sinner
To
try
to
make
a
true
believer
Well,
ho,
I
never
was
You'll
probably
run
and
hide
Life
reality
hits
me
in
the
stomach
Aches
like
a
fist
in
my
mouth
I
should
have
said
nothing
To
make
everything
fall
apart
In
my
face
Well,
you're
the
one
who's
crying
So
try
to
see
the
world
from
The
flip
side
Running
out
of
line
with
no
one
Ever
watching
my
back
Ah,
cold
muther
fucker
Never
seem
to
realize
I'm
not
your
wannabe
You'll
probably
run
and
hide
Center
is
where
I
see
myself
In
the
beginning
I'm
sitting
in
the
middle
Of
a
crowded
room
Nobody
hears
me
Trying
to
reach
out
Just
trying
to
scream
out
I'm
so
pathetic
is
how
I
see
myself
I'm
just
a
joke
I'm
running
out
this
life
People
tell
me
not
to
waste
it
But
how
can
I
taste
it
When
I
never
lived
When
I
never
loved
When
I
never
lied
You'll
probably
run
and
hide